The diary of a doll

16 May, 2005
9:37 p.m.

I'm alive, ALIIIIIIIIVE!!!!
Listening to: Aerosmith: When I Needed You
Mood:

So I had been a smooth updater, I had been suave (well once a week suave) but then oh the horrors my computer went into a comatose state (*insert a lot of gasping here*). So it was taken to the doctor, it came back from the dead and then it was slow; back to the tech for rehab and then it worked. However then, THEN I was just lazy.

Anyway, what's new you say? Well.... nothing really. My piercings are healing nicely and I'm still a female. I've been a female all my life and I have no plans of changing that thank you very much. Oh yes I have gone back to my hatred to the postal service since they're failing to deliver (*insert lots of cursing and mumbling here, enough to make a sailor blush*).

What else, what else? Damn I have no clue, see I had tons of ideas for an update during the morning but then I had lots of work so I couldn't actually update. However now that I have the chance to update and amaze you all with my wit and charm I can't think of anything to say. Well actually I can but it wouldn't make sense, it would be weird and it would sound childish sooooooo nothing new, lets say that I want a more "mature" approach today.

Ah I know, why can't people respect other people's beliefs? Seriously, someone where I work is trying to "guide" me and "make me see the light". You see no matter how I may appear I'm a mature human being and I have made a very conscious decision about my beliefs. I know that I'm not very conventional but I'm happy. I'm not lost and yes I definitely know what I'm doing. I've explored several religious paths and right now I'm in one that makes me happy. Maybe one day I'll decide to take another road but for now and most likely for a very long time I'll continue as I am. If I am able to respect someone's beliefs when they defer so greatly from mine why can't I have the same in return? I don't get it really and not like I care but I sometimes get tired of listening to the same speech over and over again. I'm going to end up getting tired of just nodding and smiling and I don't want to go around bonking people on the head or giving them a verbal bitch-slap. I don't discard they're doing it with good intentions but I'm really close to shoving their good intentions where the sun don't shine. I just have so much patience with people that aren't able to at the very least tolerate that I'm different than them.

Your "doomed" devilish diva; Disco Doll

You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.

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