The diary of a doll

28 November, 2004
9:58 p.m.

The world's nuts (and so I am)
Listening to: Loreena McKennitt: The Lady of Shalott
Mood:

I should write an entry because I really like this diary so I shouldn't stop updating. The big news of the week is that I made many, many icons. Actually that's not the big news but they still took a good amount of time and I have icon-itis now and wont be able to come up with another one for a while. The good news? Almost everyone loved their icon. Damn this is boring. Ok the deal is my brain's still getting friend from me coming up with ideas to write or create new things so even if at times I have great and wonderful updating ideas they pretty much disappear since they have to leave space for all the other things I have to come up with. What I was told earlier this week is true though, I shouldn't start new projects until I'm done with the old ones. That's always been a fault of mine I guess I like complicating my life in that way.

Oh yes, news... "N" still wants back. I'm getting the whole charm treatment and it's not working actually although he's actually entering a couple of people's shit-list. What was it he said? He said he was sorry and then he used the l word. At one point in time I would've been the happiest girl alive, he Loves me!!! The bad thing for him is that time passed and I don't believe a word he says. It would be nice to believe him and not because I'm interested but because maybe then I would think he has the capacity of such a feeling. Love is wonderful and it should be experienced by everyone but how to love someone when you can't even love yourself? I really wish "N" the best and I hope some people never see him in person because I think he would get his ass kicked.

In other news, the world's still insane and I refuse to watch the news all that often until they tell me that there is world peace and there's no more hatred or hunger in the world. Ok, since that will never happen (hey I'm an optimist, not an idiot) I will only watch the news two hours after I've eaten because I want to be able to eat and not get an upset stomach. Why will I still watch the news? Because even if I don't watch, crap still happens and I actually like to be somewhat informed about what goes on in the world. That or I'm a huge masochist. Well I think that'll be all for today, I hope I managed to make no sense like I have acomplished many times before. Oh and Petey, good luck with the voodoo doll if he gets bitchier go for the crotch.

Kisses from your weird devilish diva; DiscoDoll

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

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