The diary of a doll

23 October, 2004
10:36 p.m.

(Insert a lot of cursing here)
Listening to: Dir en Grey: Caged
Mood:

Ok so I was about to blow up today. There were going to be bits and pieces of another human being other than myself scattered all over the place, yeay!!!

The deal is this, there was a post in certain forum about homosexuals. I read it, they were "defending" homosexuals. The reason that is "defending" and not defending is because they basically were saying "homosexuals are cool!!!... as long as it doesn't show". Really what sent me off the roof was someone saying that it's stupid when a gay acts feminine or a lesbian acts butch. So I tried really hard to not go for the throat and make the guy that said that bleed himself to death. I can't handle the "it's ok as long as it doesn't show" approach. I can't handle the" it's ok as long as they don't kiss in front of me" approach. I can't handle the "I tolerate but don't accept" approach.

All this mainly has to do with the fact that I've been attacked more than once due to how I am. So I'm not gay but I'm still not in the mainstream and it generally shows. I don't get why I can't act or look however the hell I want because it might bother some close-minded people. If you don't like me, it's not my problem, it's yours so YOU deal with it. I have to admit I edited the post a bit because I know me, I have a latin temper and it can come across. I even asked a moderator to tell me if it didn't look like I wanted to bite someone's head off because I actually wanted that and badly. It's not always easy to be civil but oh I should remember part of my net creed even when it isn't PC.

Inhale, exhale, focus.... ok I'm feeling better now. Damn I sometimes miss smoking.

Kisses from your devilish and sometimes explosive diva; Disco Doll

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