The diary of a doll

17 October, 2004
9:27 p.m.

The Congress
Listening to: H.I.M.: Circle of Fear
Mood:

Oh people come out, come out wherever you are. The net is awfully slow today, at least the places I usually go to. Maybe a lot of people are feeling as tired as me or they are just lazy? Fanaticism is so high here today that it's just scary. We had the visit of several catholic priests, a congress was held here actually. Catholic priests came from all over the world to my city and staid for around a week or maybe a bit more. I have nothing against religions but seriously some people take things to the extreme. Oh we have to take in count that the local cardinal is a huge fan of the inquisition and thinks we should try it again. Do you see why I wasn't all that at ease now? I don't want a nut case to all of the sudden agree with him and start to "help".

Anyway there was a huge procession last weekend and you really couldn't go out without feeling a strange vibe. We have that procession around this time every year but since there was a congress the procession got bigger, a hell of a lot bigger. Ever been in a city where there is a huge religions procession taking place? I swear even the air feels thicker. Not to say there aren't good things about it but it's not as nice when you look like an easy target for a fundamentalist. So I avoided being out in a public place for too long, I didn't want lectures or a bunch of people blessing themselves. Believe me that has happened before and even if it's usually amusing I just wasn't in the mood for it this time. I would say "why can't we be friends?" but that triggers that cheesy Smash Mouth song in my head.

I would honestly like it if people stopped trying to "take me through the right path". I respect them, I respect their beliefs. Don't I deserve the same respect? I don't go around being mean to people or trying to convince them that my way is the right way. I think I deserve the same. I have my ideas and beliefs and I am happy with them thank you very much. You can worship string cheese for all I care and chances are I'll still like you if you're nice with me and mine. I'm tired of hearing that I'll go to hell. First off I don't believe in hell. Then if hell existed I doubt I've ever done anything bad enough to go there. Oh and even if I had well then it's my own BBQ that I'm going to face, not yours so just leave me alone. Yes I have told people this before and no, they don't listen.

Kisses from your non-religious devilish diva; DiscoDoll

You are a dark witch. You are drawn to what you
probably call "the dark arts" because
of a need for power and mystery. You probably
dress in a gothic style and like to exude a
sense of strength and power. You might wear
large crosses (how they are related to
witchcraft is beyone me) and dark makeup.. lots
of black. You don't have much natural power and
are a lot of show, but you're a kickass girl
and we all admire.. em.. fear you :)

What kind of 'witch' are you?
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