The diary of a doll

26 September, 2004
10:46 p.m.

Busy Me
Listening to: H.I.M.: Wicked Games
Mood:

I've got a gmail account yeeay!! Ok, maybe I'm a wee bit nerdy, just a bit. So I'm still busy but I wont rant about that because it's boring. Well it's just that my mind right now is so damn focused on other things that it's sometimes hard to type an entry here. It's not that I have a writer's block, it's that my writing is going everywhere else but here. I'm launching a yahoo group, I just got done with a translation, I might be helping in the creation of a booklet, I'm working on an essay and I am coming up with ideas for a site. Add that to work, house chores and love-life and I'm packed. I've been having some trouble falling deep asleep at times and that's because when I go to bed my mind's still active and working on everything.

I think the reason this is happening is because most of this is fairly recent. Less than two months ago I didn't have all this going on and it's taking me some time to get used to it. I'm not complaining because I'm doing something I enjoy but it's weird anyway. Around two months ago I got interested in something I used to be into, not that I ever really stopped but former relationships made me fall away from this. So I got interested once more and started slowly checking it out again, I was taking baby steps. Next thing I know I'm immerse in several projects that just fell on top of me almost like an avalanche. I know I have to take one thing at a time and it would be easier if I wasn't such a goddamn perfectionist.

Great, this ended up being an entry about me ranting and venting about something most of you have no idea about. Well it could be worse, I could not be updating at all or maybe I could fall back into talking about pottery or I could turn into a weirdo... ok that already happened a long time ago. Anyhow I'm still going to keep updating twice a week (fingers crossed) and maybe next time I'll talk about sex-crazed chihuahuas on a viagra over doze. Oh I hadn't mentioned those pesky horny things in a while.

Kisses from your nutso devilish diva; Disco Doll