The diary of a doll

12 September, 2004
10:57 p.m.

Love life
Listening to: H.I.M.: Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart
Mood:

Well it's been a busy week so I didn't really have much time to update, that's partly why I posted a poem earlier. I've been noticing that my diary isn't as personal as it used to be. Sure I post rants and raves, my points of view, my favorite poems but I barely ever say much about my life now. There's one thing in particular that I feel the need to mention.

If you've been a reader of mine for a while, lets say since last year, you must've known about my engagement. I was engaged to a Swedish man and if you want to know more about him you'll have to look back to previous entries because I wont go deep into the subject. Well the engagement has been off for a while, in fact the whole relationship has. Like I said before I didn't mention it because I don't get too personal on this diary anymore. Things didn't work out with him and we were both partly to blame even if it was for different things. I hope he's happy and he finds someone else though and I hope that the person he finds can give him what I couldn't. I truly wish him all the luck in the world.

As for me though, do not fear kiddos (like you would anyhow) I'm not alone. Actually he reads this diary (hi sweetie). He's actually the reason for me to mention this because he was reading through earlier entries and it made me feel like I should mention it. It's almost like the final word on that chapter since I'm already on the next anyhow. I wont say much about him except that he makes me happy and I love him oh and he's a cute fluffy bunny, I'll stop there before anyone gags. I doubt you need to know anything else as I'm still not going to get all personal in here. I have other outlets for more personal things. This is my bitching diary (hell yeah!). Anyway I'll stop here now and let you go on with your regular programing. I'll have another opinionated, funny, poetic or angry entry in here soon.

Kisses from your still busy devilish diva; Disco Doll

Romantic-Sexy....

Your fantasies involve love, not lust. You are a
fantastic kisser, and for very good reason:
it's your favorite thing. You are sappy as
hell, and you don't care who knows it.

What's your brand of sexy?
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