The diary of a doll

01 August, 2004
9:27 p.m.

Idiots
Listening to: Kidney Thieves: Arsenal
Mood:

Ok I'm back to my old self, at least for the most part. Now, lets go back to Friday ok? I got my CD when I was at the mall and before that I went to eat to a restaurant where I'm pretty known. Now in the restaurant there was a group of like twelve guys that I just stood the hell away from. There was something about them that I didn't really like. Now I should probably mention that it takes a lot for me to dislike someone at first sight. I'm quite an easy going person and I've been involved in more than one subculture through my life so I'm quite open minded. These guys looked at me in a way that made me extremely uncomfortable though so I just staid the hell away from them. Anyway I got up to go to the bathroom and noticed through the corner of my eye that one of those guys elbowed other two when I passed by. I just ignored it and went onto the bathroom. Well lo and behold those three guys followed me and honestly I never noticed. I stopped to talk to two people that worked there and I was surprised because one of them walked me to the bathroom. Well I did my thing, went back to my table and I was told that I had been followed by those creeps. My day was still good though so when I went to the store I just had to be followed around by a guy who was holding his kid by the hand. If a man is going to go under stalker mode can't he at least wait until his kid isn't around? What an idiot. Still it was not enough for the day, no way. I was standing a couple of steps away from the CD store and two huge guys passed right behind me. Lets just say I had to more in order for them not to fondle me while they passed by. This is the first city I have lived in where men behave like this. I've lived in four different cities throughout my life and in none have I seen a man behave like the assholes we have here.

With time you learn to just ignore things like this. They still bother you a bit but you let them slide. You shrug it off and go on until it happens again and again and then again and at some point you break a bit. Friday night I was crying my eyes out and asking why? Why do they bother me when I don't bother them? Whenever I go out I always keep myself away from everyone except the people I know. I don't interact with other people, I tend to be very quiet unless I know you. If you talk to me in a polite way I'll respond just as politely. Then why do a bunch of jerks have to come around and almost ruin my day just because they've got dicks and think with them instead of their heads. A word of advice guys, acting like a huge idiot who can't think with the right head isn't going to get you laid.

Kisses from your devilish and tired-of-the-bullshit diva; Disco Doll

DRAGON

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