The diary of a doll

02 July, 2004
8:05 p.m.

Dead Pets
Listening to: Wolfsheim: Heroin She Said
Mood:

A couple of days ago I received an e-mail. In this e-mail a guy described how was it to loose a pet, specifically a dog. He described how his love had lost her dog recently, the dog was sick and it had to be put down. By the end of the e-mail I was crying my eyes out and feeling terribly sad. Ok I could blame PMS here after all it is a woman's prerogative, but I have to admit this happens a bit more often than that.

I confess that every time I watch Vet Emergency I end up in tears. I can't help myself, I'm a softie when it comes to pets. To see an animal in pain breaks my heart, much more when the owner is crying as well. Seeing huge biker-type guys breaking down in tears because their best friend is in pain or dying just gets to me. Nevertheless I have always thought it's sick when someone wants to torture people to dead and still makes a funeral for his cat but that's a whole other subject.

I could blame this on my first dog being ran over by a car but I was like this before that. Although I admit that seeing your dog getting ran over by a car is painful beyond words. I was remembering the scene earlier, what I thought, the feelings and it still makes me feel a bit sick. I sometimes miss my old dog even when I have another one now that gives me so much. Maybe I'll always remember him and miss him. Maybe it is like the first time you fall in love, you never forget it. Although remembering when I first fell in love doesn't give me any feelings anymore but that's due to other circumstances but when I get drunk I sometimes refer to that guy as the sonofabitch. I guess that counts a bit. How did I end up talking about my ex when I was talking about pets? Ah never mind, my dog is more intelligent than the guy anyhow.... I'm not kidding.

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