The diary of a doll

22 June, 2004
8:35 p.m.

I've been away but I know what I want
Listening to: Gackt: Another World
Mood:

Ok so I haven't been around basically due to my knee and it still hurts a bit. You see I managed to fall and all my weight landed solely on my knee. Aw shucks I have to admit that I admire Britney so much that I wanted to support her by injuring my knee too. Ok, that sounds as creepy as I thought. Do you honestly think that there are people out there that would really do something like that? Anything's possible I guess. Still I don't find that as creepy as me saying that I admire Britney Spears, no wonder that the first time I said it to someone he looked at me like I had just been lobotomized.

Enough of that though, onto my rant. What do women want? For years I have heard how difficult us women are. Men are just as difficult just that 90% of the time their sole objective is the same but they always manage to make a big mess around it so kuddos for you guys. Women are difficult in another sense though. For example, we have all asked at one point or another if we don't look fat with what we're wearing; admittedly some men do this too but it is much more of a female trait still. Well what if a woman does look fat I mean she can be overweight but maybe what she's wearing doubles her size. What then? What if we answer "Daaaaam you look like the size of a bulldozer, girl". Ok maybe that's exaggerating but what if we answer yes, yes you look fat with that. Will that mean the end of a friendship? Will the woman in question throw herself down to her knees while crying out "Why God oh why, I am pathetic. I'm not worthy of being alive. Oh kill me with this knife that I hold now in my hand and... erm" sorry I got carried away with that one. Will the girl just shake it off and continue trying on clothes or will she simply not care and wear that? With a woman you never really know.

What do women want? Honestly I can't really tell you. We want to be happy, unless we're really funky in the head but that's a whole other chapter that I wont go into because I don't know that much about it. I have my issues but I still want to be happy. Most women and I would guess men too don't want to end up alone although again it is too hard to generalize. I guess it really depends on the person whether it is a woman or a man but you knew that already right?

Kisses from your devilish diva; Disco Doll

PS. Here's a comment about you, happy?

You belong to the world between light and darkness.

You belong in the world of balance, where
everything has two sides and everything is not
always what it appears on the outside. Of
course, if you have a sense of humor, you may
find employment as a sarcastic comedian. If
not, enjoy the choices that are presented to
you through life, they will always have two
sides to them,one which leads you to the light,
and the other which entrenches you in darkness.
Walk on with hope, my friend.

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