The diary of a doll

05 June, 2004
7:50 p.m.

I didn't know what to write
Listening to: Jack off Jill: Loosing His Touch
Mood:

I've been thinking about what to write in here since last time I wrote and every day I came up with two different topics but not I can't remember a single one or think about one, typical. Now I have to tell someone that no I haven't been ignoring your messages I just simply haven't been online much and you still haven't given me my Connan interview.

I thought that maybe I could write about my experience with the first heart-break but that one was just too messy. I think the best you can say about it is that it was for the best and that I'm completely over it now. For those of you that are going through it, believe it or not you'll most likely get over it sooner or later and there's even a chance that you'll look back and thank whatever higher power you might believe in for not being there still. That's the most I'll say about it without feeling like I'm going in too deep.

Oh another thing I have been asked recently is "why nice guys tend to finish last?". Well kiddos it is because you start last. You see the tricky thing with nice guys is that they usually don't just come out and ask you out. They tend to be too shy about it. Go out, talk to the girls, tell them what you feel, tell them you're interested. What's the worst thing that can happen? That she says no? Being rejected is never fun but sooner or later you're gonna go through it one way or another so you might as well take your shot and maybe she'll say yes. I have mostly gone out with bad guys but that is because they are the ones that actually approach you. They appear there looking very self-confident and just go ahead and ask you out. Look at it like they would normally look at it. If you say no well then it's your loss. Still say something, sometimes us women are interested but we wont always make the first move and when we do it, it tends to be discreet. We don't just come out and say "want some suga'?". We might be all cuddly and lovey dovey but you have to say things first usually. Oh before you go out and declare your undying love to the girl next door be sure you don't ask them if they want some sugar, that doesn't work either. Anymore questions? Send them to me.

Kisses from your (dear Abby) devilish diva; Disco Doll