The diary of a doll

15 May, 2004
7:54 p.m.

Men, they can be so stubborn
Listening to: Guns 'n Roses: Back off bitch
Mood:

Men, they always know what's best for them right? Like not going to the doctor until everything's rotten and falling into pieces. Oh this knee that I hurt? It's nothing I'll just limp for a bit, no problem. Did I go to work? Well yes of course I mean who would want to waste some time going to the doctor for a check-up when I can go around making sure my knee really gets screwy. Or with ex's. Oh, her? Na no problem she's a raging psycho but there's no problem I mean who cares if she threatened her dad with a knife? I mean, the guy looked for it when he was screaming at her. If he got physical? No, he would never but he still gave her the mean eye. Do I think she'll try to choke me like she already tried to choke her brother because he wouldn't buy her something she wanted? Oh no, she's just completely calm with me and has threatened me only once or twice.

In other news (that don't include bitching) I found out that a friend I used to have quitted drugs. The reason we stopped being friends is because of his addiction. When you go as far as consuming embalming fluid for a high and you go on several day binges that end up with you coming back not really remembering everything and looking like shit I think you've gone a wee bit too far. I have no idea how this guy made so much money to spend on drugs. Seriously if he had saved it all he would have a really good financial situation right now. It wasn't even his addiction itself what made me cut the friendship but the way he would act. I tell you some people can say hurtful things when they're high as a kite. Anyway he has been clean for four months, go figures. Now his addiction is exercising; he exercises three hours every day. Beats smoking embalming fluid if you ask me.

I was happy to get his e-mail saying how things have gone. He's got a steady job finally and he has stopped doing many of the stupid things he used to do. I really hope he stays on the right track, he's got a beautiful daughter to take care of. It's really interesting to see how people change. Just small things here and there to begin with and even if at the core they're still the same they have also changed so much they seem to be someone else. Sometimes this changes are bad but I think in this case it's great. I'm still amazed he survived so many binges, a lot of people have died with less.

Actually he's a great guy and he's looking so anyone interested? Goth guy with short black hair, brown eyes, pale skin... I would say he's tall and he probably still looks a bit menacing. Ok, ok maybe more than a bit but he's not bad really. Any takers? Damn if he ever finds out I wrote this he would be pissed soooo come on you know you wanna meet him. You can even tell him I was using my online diary like his own little personal add site. Just tell me before so I have a cam nearby and I can take a picture of his face when he gets angry. Oh and don't forget to run he wouldn't do anything to me but... just kidding... I hope.

Kisses from your devilish diva; Disco Doll

Your bra is a TOUGH bra!

Your bra is one tough bitch.

If you bra competed in sports, it would be a quarterback.

If it listened to music, it would rock out to Joan Jett.

If it had legs and teeth, it would kick ass and chew bubblegum.

A bra that would fit you is a bra that has seen a lot of action.

And not even necessarily THAT kinda action...whatever hasn't killed you, has made you stronger and like the elastic in your bra, you spring back every time, supporting your load like a real trooper!

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