The diary of a doll

12 June, 2003
11:30 p.m.

Kids can be so cruel
Listening to: Bush: Come down
Mood:

I remember when i was a kid. I loved being a kid actually, everything was just dandy except when it came to the point of going to school. Oh how i loaded school.

I really didn't mind studying although it's not something that makes me utterly happy, specially taking in count that a lot of the classes seem to be made specifically so the kid falls asleep. No, what i hated was having to deal with other kids. I was never popular and kids can be so cruel.

I never had many friends and a lot of kids judged me. I was a loner and a weirdo so they usually kept their distance and talked behind my back. When they got to know me because "unfortunatly" the teacher teamed them up with me they usually came to the point of liking me. But lets face it, most of the time neither people not kids tend to take the time to know someone. They just judge that person by what others say. Unfortunatly many of those times the others have no idea of who you are either.

Kids can be so cruel, i cried many times because of that. I grew up though and then i became cruel. I remember when i was in junior high and still without many friends, one of the teachers told me that other kids didn't want to befriend me because i was mean. She stoped trying to give me advice when i calmly told her that i was tired of trying my best for them to like me. I told her that if i wasn't mean like they said i was they still wouldn't be my friends but with the difference that now they wouldn't mess around with me.

I chose not to let them affect me anymore.
Kisses from your devilish diva; Disco Doll

You are HOLE! You're the nicer side of the Riot
Grrl schizophrenic. Your voice sounds like
gravel and you're as rawk 'n' roll as they
come!! In fact, you're so cool that when you
split up, your new band had a high-profile
argument before they even reached the studio!!
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